This one’s for Casie, you’re one hell of a best friend, and i know for a fact that i can't say any of this to you face to face because I'd break down into tears before I even said one word. so here it goes. and i hope you can forgive me… for what ever i did wrong... or at least tell me what it was so i can fix it...
you know the words i could never say
you know the sun will forget to shine
you know me from a different life
i could never show and now
what can i do
what can i say
to get you back again
to where you belong
because you aren't just my best friend
you are my blood sister
and every time i see you
the knife in my back
hurts even more
and you didn't even put it there
oh what did i do
what did i say
to make u hate me so much
that you won’t even look at me anymore
oh i am so sick of fighting with you
but it's too hard to walk away
because i told you everything
every little detail of my life
and if i hear that you no longer care
i'll break down into tears
and show everyone my weakness
for the first time in my whole life
cuz i am really trying
yeah i am really trying
*and as my tears hit the floor
they sound like glass hitting concrete
i ask myself
is this what the doctors
had waiting for me all along
as a final push to send me over the edge
are you an actress
maybe a figment of my crazy imagination
were we really friends
or were you someone
the doctors prescribed for me
like several douses of the worst drug
cuz i'll
i'll make my wrists bleed for you
over and over again
because you aren't just my best friend
you are my sister
tell me cuz i gotta know
am i wrong to miss you
do you remember when you said
we are sisters til the day we die
what ever happened to that
cuz this is killing me
faster than ever aloud
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