Love Will Kill

hello and welcome to my funeral

i cry myself to sleep every night

i still lay awake in my bed

starring at the photograph

you slipped into my locker

that friday afternoon two years ago

when we first started us

baby my life is hell without you

though i know i caused you hell

i know you may never forgive me

but i have to try

i have to know youre okay

you’ll probably be doing better than i am

everything i do it reminds me of you

i think of you all the time

some days it’s just too much

i break down into tears

people ask me all the time what’s wrong

and all i can say is love will kill

i can always hear them calling me suicidal

but i am

so i dont really care

oh not anymore

*oh im so sorry

for the hell i put you through

and from now on i will be the truth

that you have never seen before

and i know that you might never forgive me

but i can’t get that through to my brain

oh please save me save me from this misery

i will show you that i am different

that i have changed

and i will get you back

if it’s the last thing i ever do

yeah if you die

then baby i die with you

oh baby at the top of my lungs

i will scream it out to you

that i am still in love with you

baby i never thought loving someone

as much as i love you

was even humanly possible

call me anything and everything you want to

baby i will keep you inside my heart

you healed my soul

forever i will be in your debt

to you i owe my life

'cause i tore yours apart

baby i would sacrifice my beating heart

before i would give up on you

i have tried to forget

but baby its so god damned hard

to forget the man i fell in love with

for i still have your number in my cell phone

i still have those pictures of you

and the letters you returned

ain’t gonna burn them

ain’t gonna get rid of them for as long as i live

'cause there aint no way

i could ever get over this

i could never get over

us